Thursday, July 8, 2010

this post deserves caps

MY FRIEND LOST MY IPOD TOUCH.
SO ANGRY. AT HER, AND MYSELF. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE OF MY BELONGINGS, BUT SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE RESPONSIBLE SINCE SHE WAS HANDLING SOMETHING THAT WASN'T HERS.

THIS IS EXACTLY ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I SOMETIMES GET HESITANT WHEN MY FRIENDS BORROW SOMETHING FROM ME. I'M NOT BEING SELFISH OR ANYTHING, I JUST DONT WANT SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN.

WELL TOO BAD, IT HAS.

I DUNNO.
I DUNNO WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO SAY, WHAT TO FEEL, AND WHAT TO THINK. MY HEAD FEELS LIKE IT'S GOING TO EXPLODE.
I RELY ON THAT THING TOO MUCH. SO I GUESS IT'S MY FAULT THAT I FEEL THIS WAY, SINCE I LET MYSELF GET ATTACHED TO SOME MATERIAL THING. BLAH
I DONT KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO TELL MY MOM ABOUT THIS, SHE'S GONNA GIVE ME ONE HELL OF A LECTURE FOR SURE. AND SHE'S PROBABLY GONNA START BICKERING ON HOW IRRESPONSIBLE AND INATTENTIVE I AM, AND TELL ME SOMETHING LIKE "HOW CAN I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF IF I CANT EVEN TAKE CARE OF MY OWN THINGS".


I JUST HOPE THAT WHOEVER FOUND IT IS NICE ENOUGH TO BRING IT TO THE LOST AND FOUND, IF NOT THEN I HOPE HE/SHE GOES THROUGH HELL IN THE FUTURE.

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