Spark Your Heels Up Against The Picket Fence I Built. ★

I have yet to find my musical soulmate

But it looks like that's gonna take a pretty long while considering the type of junk I listen to.

posted by Issa @ 10:19 PM 0 comments

this post deserves caps

MY FRIEND LOST MY IPOD TOUCH.
SO ANGRY. AT HER, AND MYSELF. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE OF MY BELONGINGS, BUT SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE RESPONSIBLE SINCE SHE WAS HANDLING SOMETHING THAT WASN'T HERS.

THIS IS EXACTLY ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I SOMETIMES GET HESITANT WHEN MY FRIENDS BORROW SOMETHING FROM ME. I'M NOT BEING SELFISH OR ANYTHING, I JUST DONT WANT SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN.

WELL TOO BAD, IT HAS.

I DUNNO.
I DUNNO WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO SAY, WHAT TO FEEL, AND WHAT TO THINK. MY HEAD FEELS LIKE IT'S GOING TO EXPLODE.
I RELY ON THAT THING TOO MUCH. SO I GUESS IT'S MY FAULT THAT I FEEL THIS WAY, SINCE I LET MYSELF GET ATTACHED TO SOME MATERIAL THING. BLAH
I DONT KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO TELL MY MOM ABOUT THIS, SHE'S GONNA GIVE ME ONE HELL OF A LECTURE FOR SURE. AND SHE'S PROBABLY GONNA START BICKERING ON HOW IRRESPONSIBLE AND INATTENTIVE I AM, AND TELL ME SOMETHING LIKE "HOW CAN I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF IF I CANT EVEN TAKE CARE OF MY OWN THINGS".


I JUST HOPE THAT WHOEVER FOUND IT IS NICE ENOUGH TO BRING IT TO THE LOST AND FOUND, IF NOT THEN I HOPE HE/SHE GOES THROUGH HELL IN THE FUTURE.

posted by Issa @ 12:09 AM 0 comments

Sleep

I've been having trouble sleeping these past few nights. I dont know why.
Like I'd sleep for an hour or 2, then wake up for an hour or 2, then sleep, then wake up.
This has been going on for around 4 nights now, and I hate it.

And right now, I just feel really tired. But I cant go to bed yet, because I've got papers to do and I need to study for this test tomorrow.

I'm actually this close to just save whatever I've done, not caring whether I did it right or not just for the sake of passing something. -__-

I be fucked.

posted by Issa @ 11:58 PM 0 comments