This was actually released the other day. Tried uploading it on youtube multiple times but i couldnt because of freakin copyright. So i've decided to upload it here (also on 12seconds and vimeo)
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life And I thought hey You know this could be something Coz everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now Im left with nothing I remember every look upon your face, The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing Coz when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everythings okay And finally now, were leaving Maybe its true, that I cant live without you Well maybe two is better than one Theres so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And youve already got me coming undone And Im thinking two, is better than one Two is Better Than One Boys Like Girls Love Drunk (2009)
Today marks a year since the first ever concert that Panic at the Disco in Manila. Yesterday marked a year since I first met them in person.
I am very thankful that I was offered free tickets to the show on the day before the concert. I am thankful that I decided to watch them (for the first/last time --as a whole band), meet them, and have my 2 cds signed. Because if i havent, i wouldnt even have the chance to anymore because of the recent split. Also, i am not sure if Panic! will still visit the Philippines or even come here anytime soon.
Atleast I can say that "I have met all 4 original members of Panic at the Disco" (well not really original, because i have never met Brent, however, Jon has been with the band more than Brent was) Atleast I have the memories. And the stories to tell others about me and my friend Gaby's encounters. Those were hella crazy.
To be completely honest, this band has helped me get through most of the obstacles in my life. I wouldnt go a day without listening to atleast 2 songs by them. They used to be my favorite but after some drama with this certain band which used to be my number 1 fave, Panic topped my list.
Re: the title of this entry, there's one thing, that i am sure, a lot of others would wish for too. I WISH THEY NEVER SPLIT UP. because i know any misunderstanding can be fixed. they shouldnt have made a big a step as this. However, i respect their decision and i will still be here supporting them in every step of the way.
They have truly been an inspiration not just to me but also to a million other people out there. Their uniqueness is just one of a kind and no other band can copy that.
PS: I am aware that my thoughts and writing of this entry are scattered. So sorry. But thanks for reading tho! :)
i havent blogged in forever! but then again, nothing interesting has been happening in my life.
i guess the most interesting thing that's happened lately was when i got a message from one of my most favorite people in the world: KELTIE COLLEEN! Most of you probably know her as Ryan Ross' (ex-lead guitarist of PATD) ex-girlfriend, but for those of you who dont know her, to me she is an awesome dancer who writes REALLY interesting and inspirational blog entries. Not to mention very pretty and nice! Also a self-proclaimed dork. ahaha.
here's one of my favorite pictures of her: Like what her tat says, she is fearless in every sense of the word. Oh and meet Hobo! Her really adorable beagle who reminds me so much of Nookie.
How I got the message you might ask? Well i was also pretty surprised myself when i found a notification from my mail saying i had a new message on Myspace. But unfortunately, this freakin server at home wont even let me get into myspace so i had to get help from a proxy site which limits my actions. gah. But atleast i got to read the message! i wasnt able to reply though, (but i will! soon!)
She basically thanked me for defending her in one of her blog entries. with a few bits of details about this particular thing. i found it really sweet of her to even do that! Proof that she is just a really humble and normal human being like all of us. :) But i really appreciate that simple gesture. Knowing that she really reads comments and cares about her readers.
It's not a problem really, it's what i do, i defend the people i love. Especially when i know that there's nothing wrong with what they're doing and when the haters start hating to the nth degree. Or when i know someone's been going through rough times then someone just comes in and makes it worse by not understanding the whole concept first. It gets on my nerves. I would stay by their side and fight for them until the very end. really.
Though i have to admit, i only knew her because of Ryan and i have never met her in person (i would love to!), i think that is one of the people worth knowing and worth fighting for. Tho i am not a dancer, i consider her as an inspiration not just to me, but also to a hundred other girls out there.
ps. if you noticed, i changed my url. :) might change it again soon though, ahaha. what can i say? I am fickle-minded. XD